Saturday, June 18, 2011

"social norm"

『有的人说不清哪里好,但就是谁都替代不了。』

(´・_・`)

That feeling kinda sucks. 
It'd probably be better if the other person feels the same about you too. But everyone...we think differently. 

Yeah I get it. 

I remember I don't even know how to answer Beat when she asked what was one thing thats worth it about this whole shit.
I don't even know~~~ but then I know I still can't be all good and "available" again. Haha so that was really love right. No... this is really love. Haha I'm an idiot. 

I need to be more 'man'. 
So I can not think how I'm thinking now and can live a day, and another day, and all the other days, not thinking about D. haha. I really suck, sian. But i think this is a normal behavior, or a reaction, or just the way the heart, as in the feelings, function. Okay. 

Normal. 

Anyway I caught Hangover II with Jeannica last evening and ahhhhh it's damn good. It izzz my first M18 movie whee! :D Hehehe. I just thought it was nothing but hilarious. >:p 
I couldn't bring myself to see the penis hahahahahahahahaha what the shizz. 

I CANNOT WAIT FOR TRANSFORMERS DARK OF THE MOON THE ANTICIPATION IS SO BAD I REALLY GET SO EXCITED IT IS A LITTLE AWKWARD BUT I REALLY CANNOT WAITTTTTT! watching with nellyn~ again hehehe. After midyrs here we go! :) 

{ I think I just feel empty.
Like suddenly something that was once so important and was such a big part in my life and was so close to my heart is gone now... there leaves the emptiness. But I don't intend to fill it up? Well we need an absence to appreciate something else right. What am I saying. I don't want to fill it up too. Okay I am weird and there is probably really something wrong with me. Plus I'm reading Norwegian Wood now hahaha Murakami ready to give some mind-fucking thing. } 

Shizz. "mind-fucking" is quite vulgar haha but that's actually how it really feels like? It's not "mind-blowing", that was for Inception (oh damn). Oh but actually Inception was mind-fucking too..... Aiya what the hell. 

It just makes your mind go on a rollercoaster. Makes you wanna puke at times but also so much fun. You feel like screaming but also laugh at the same time. 

It also makes your mind like... a kaleidoscope. HAHAHA. 

Those were bullshit. 

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Uh huh...... Yes that makes a lot of sense. 

So ya. Murakami & his Norwegian Wood. 

On a very happy note, besides Hangover II, oh goddddd retail therapy is a miracle. ahahaha. 
Bought a pair of Sperry ahhhh hahahaha yezzz finally!!! Not the one I wanted since my birthday though, saw it but the price is O_O!! haha. So yay, another one but also gooood :) need to eat hock guan biscuits from now on though. Haha kidding. happy :) 

Oh. Played tennis the other day with Joyce & Nads at their school. Hahaha omg so fun >:D I do have talent haha. No I'm kidding, I don't really have. I can play a bit. But it'll be weird if I can't even play a bit since I play badminton. But tennis too rich for me ): well. 

HAIR GROW HAIR GROW GROW GROW!!!!! Rah. 

okay life's good. Good is life. Kimi ni todoke on replay for a thousand times. :) 

♪( ´θ`)ノ
届け~  今~  届け~~~

You know the sweetest verse ever? Ha. 

「君に逢えたこと 本当によかったと
そう言える その笑顔を守りたい
来年も 再来年も 今以上に 君が好きで
それぐらい 僕のすべてで
僕にしか言えない言葉を 今 君に届けたい」

僕は目を閉じて 君との未来を
想い描く その笑顔も描いてる
いつも いつまでも 想うことは一つだけ
たまらなく君が好きだよ」

Actually the entire song is so sweet. (':

Flumpool whee :) 

 

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