Chuck Bass says, "If two people are meant to be together, eventually they'll find their way back." Mm hmm. Well I don't want that to happen to me, it's too cruel. Look at Chuck & Blair. )': hahaha. "Finding their way back" is too painful. Like, how long must I wait? It'll be a lot sweeter if we weren't finding our way "back", but we were moving along and as we do, we meet that one (': hahaha. Imagine the romantic scene. HAHAHA.
Asked A a question last night, if it was okay to be sad.
"Depends" "on the cause of sadness".
Tsk. Hahaha. Okay but I think I got him. It makes a lot of sense.
I got inspired by The Notebook (no didn't watch it) and again, I was juuuust thinking... I think we didn't had one important thing in common, that is we weren't crazy about each other. Or at least the feeling wasn't mutual. If we were then perhaps feelings wouldn't "waver" too much. Ha. I'm not sure about being "crazily in love", but it should be a very very very strong feeling towards each other. But it's pointless if it wasn't mutual. Not balanced, haha. Because one side decides to "waver" instead of putting in more effort so the whole balancing fails. Waver is my new favorite word. (;
Anyway I know I shouldn't watch The Notebook. Hahaha not yet.
When you decide to end a relationship because you've obviously cheated and loved another, the most despicable kind of words to say to the ex???
"I truly love(d) you".
You know......... Just shut up.
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{Gossip Girl: The only thing more shocking than the truth, are the lies people tell to cover it up.}
{Gossip Girl: Ah, yes. The truth always comes out. It's one of the fundamental rules of time.}
Fundamental rules of time. Hahaha I think I really respect Gossip Girl a lot HAHAHA. it teaches you a lot about life, you know. I mean they're probably more dramatic. But then again~~ it's always those "spot on!!!" kinda thing. We try to hide it but nope, it can't be hidden forever, it's just a matter of who's going to bring it up and when it's going to happen.
And watching gossip girl brushes up your English. HA.
I haven't posted the quote from Marilyn Monroe. Thanks stef. (: I've read it somewhere before, but it didn't struck me that much, until I read it again that night, 2 weeks ago.
"This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is, you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up, because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half that makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesnt mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, believe in yourself, because if you dont, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's such a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."
-Marilyn Monroe
It's kinda in me already. Yay. No need to join the facebook fanclub hahahahaha
But argh, the kiss on the forehead quote is corrupted already. tsk. Actually a lot of things are corrupted already. Like David Cook's "I dont wanna miss a thing". TSKKKKK MEGA TSKKKK. I deleted it last night.
Oh I deleted a lot of shit last night. Well done Zhiying. Was kinda... wavering (hahaha I don't mean to use this again but it's quite apt) a bit so I had to talk to E and said, "omg okay going to delete now give me some moral support"
Yezzz I haven't gotten use to face things alone haha. But anyway now my comp is clean.
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Oh anyway. I've been listening to Adam Lambert's 'Aftermath' a lot lately. Reminded me of why I love him so much hahaha. The lyrics are pretty cool hehe. Too bad there's no video of it. Well nevermind.
♪ take a step before you leap, into the colors that you seek, you'll get back what you give away, so don't look back on yesterday ♪
♪ you feel the weight, of lies and contradiction that you live with everyday. It's not too late, think of what could be if you rewrite the role you play ♪
♪ before you break you have to shed your armor, take a trip and fall into the glitter. Tell a stranger that they're beautiful, and all you feel is love ♪
♪ anytime anybody pulls you down, anytime anybody says you're not allowed, just remember, you're not alone in the aftermath ♪
Haha okay it's not the full lyrics. Anyway. Some lines are quite eh, beautiful? I mean who could have thought of saying, "take a trip and fall into the glitter". That's why I always wish I could write some very pretty words and maybe make into a song or just a normal paragraph (hahaha) and yah. But unfortunately no, I only write big chunk of words, and paragraphs.
Anyway I was also thinking if it is a blessing, a blessing in disguise, or a curse, that I would naturally read sentences at least 3 times and find something at it - good or bad. Though usually the latter. I mean when it's something faulty in your statement that's when you can be skeptical. Not exactly faulty, but maybe just... You can tell the writer doesnt know what he's talking about. It's like you just want to say a lot a lot, trying to cover up some shit, but in the end you're exposing more shit because your covers fail you. It's like one light poke of the finger into them, everything collapse. I poke a lot :/ hahahaha it's just me. So it's unfortunate for... Whoever that got poked. I mean I think Akash and Jeff understand that a lot. But of course, different context.
Okay complex numbers now. ):
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