Arashi.

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First topic: Waiting.

Fuck yes, I hate to wait; hate the process of waiting; hate the frustration of waiting; hate the fear of waiting; hate the disappointment of waiting. Had quite a few outings with my friends and classmates on different occasions, and I hate to realize this but, wow I'm always waiting for you guys to arrive wayyyy past the meeting time?? DUDE IF YOU CANNOT MEET THE TIME THEN DON'T BE THE ONES SETTING IT??? .........okay. For the record, waiting is not my pastime, and neither is patience my utmost virtue. If you don't already know, I really, really, really, really, want to shoot every of your heads when you appear at least 30 mins past the meeting time and I would gladly shove the gun into your mouths and leave. But I obviously had never done any of those actions, even if 90% of the time I really wish to do it, because what we do??? We end up swallowing our irate and carry on with the plan - 30 mins later. I don't have all the time in the world, so do all of you. It is not even funny to receive texts like, "Sorry I just woke up", "Sorry I'm still eating with my friends here", "Sorry I'm leaving here in a bit", etc etc etc. 

Moral of the story: So should I kick my habit of rushing and catching trains/buses just before their doors closes just so I would not be late for my meetings??? Or should I eat a hearty meal at home, take my time to wear my shoes, arrive 45 mins behind time and saying, "Oh I've eaten already"???? Shall we give it a try someday? 

Hell no. I hate embarrassment, and I hate it when I'm not on time. I hate it even more to feel embarrassed for being late. Now I hate it even even more that I hate that I will feel embarrassed to be late so in the end I am still early. 

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Second topic: Christmas. 

It's 12.30 now so, Merry Christmas everyone! 

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Okay honestly, I have typed a whole lot but I decided to delete them away. Quoting R, "Don't get me started on Christmas." 

YUP. 

Last year, it was pouring on Christmas night and I was out "celebrating", apparently very happy. Only to think of it now, I don't know what meaning it had. 

Maaaaaan, I wish I was in Tokyo right now. 

By the way, I spent Christmas Eve, or Aiba Day (haha happy birthday Aiba! hehe) at East Coast Park with J and S. We cycled for 4 hours, a total of 35km. Actually we're not so sure about the distance cos we got it off Google Maps, but 35km sounds cool enough. It was an estimate of 17km from East Coast Park to Changi Beach and back. So about 35 km?? Haha yeah it was pretty awesome. I didn't bother stopping to take photos cos the wind was too strong. Sitting on a bench by the beach with the strong winds blowing, I've got salt from the sea stuck to my face. I'm not even kidding. Too much air resistance made paddling a lot tougher, ended up cycling in comical slow-motion. HAHA. 

Changi Coastal Road 

Took this while taking a break along this 8km long stretch of road connecting ECP and Changi Beach. I kinda liked this stretch the most though, because you're cycling beside the airport runway and you have the planes accompanying you. Hahaha. Caught quite a number of take-offs and landings today... >:) Haha I have to say.... the roars of the engines is really sexy hahahaha. 

I love cycling. 

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Third topic: Arashi

I can't stop watching their variety shows, especially VS Arashi. I have also finally watched Scene Tour, and rewatched parts of Time, AAA and 5x10. I had a couple of peaceful Otaku days. 

I have also listened to their songs all over again (not that I've ever stopped). Maaaaan they're such happy pills. Made me felt that I shouldn't feel sad at times when I feel like I am feeling sad, because life is not life if it didn't include those sad times. I think we should all sing songs and be happy. LIFE IS HARD DAKARA HAPPY. hahahaha cheesy. 

Fight Song is alllllways so fun, they're always not singing. HOI HOI HOI.

I don't know why they're so stupid. 

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2 years ago when I was in Tokyo Meiji Shrine, I wrote in the letter that I wish I can successfully enter into University, and also wrote I wish to attend one Arashi concert. 5x10 is over, I hope I don't have to wait till 5x20. ): I feel a little disheartened, because I wrote in Chinese and not in Japanese... what if they don't understand ): HAHA. God bless. 

Some friends asked me to introduce Arashi to them... I don't know man, I don't know how/where to start. And I really dislike this idea of "introducing" because I always hate it when my friends spazz and dump me with a lot of Korean music/videos. So I believe in, "if you're interested, go YouTube them yourself." But it's also difficult to explain how you can't find many videos of them on YouTube because of copyrights issues. It is also difficult to explain the Johnny's Jimusho policies. So... it's okay.... if they can't understand..... everyone has their own taste anyway. Well sometimes I wish I live in Japan. Okay I always wish I do.

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Family Christmas dinner tonight!!! Actually it's not really Christmas... Christmas. We're having Sushi and Sashimi hahahaha.

BYEZZZ 

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the banks are not calling me ):
"saddened."