to be honest I'm really scared of what's gonna happen in the next few months. never would have thought this could happen to my family but shit just fucking happens.
i am so fucking scared and worried and it pains to know that my dad will be feeling a lot worse than me.
"it'll be okay!" is absolutely easy to say. so damn easy, too damn easy.
this is such a small matter to the world but such a big matter to mine. it just sucks because, WHY OF ALLLLL TAXIS WHYYYY MY DAD'S, WHYYYYY?????
and what the hell - how can a recruit agency guy call me at 20 mins PAST MIDNIGHT???
sometimes I think everyone just thinks I am problem free. youuuuu are the one that is problem free YOU JUST DONT APPRECIATE IT AND MAKE A BIG FUSS OVER EVERY TINY PIECE OF SHIT.
or sometimes I think people think I can handle situations well and good. And be independently capable of handling my emotions and thoughts.
ni cuo le.
Sometimes I think I am seriously still only 8.
How much do you know, how well do you know
An intended angst post.
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