Overrated Reality

Good day, December 1st.

What a beautiful day. The drizzle, the breeze. It's a good day to head outside, or stay home to catch up on some movies and dramas. I did the latter, the former of the latter.
ARGH.
Drilling works for the bathrooms renovation started this morning, now my house looks like this:

The other half of my living room is cordoned off, I am now isolated in the main hall with the balcony LOL. My description kinda makes my house sound really big. It is actually, modestly big. 

Anyway, 

so toilets renovation is part of the HDB upgrading project (I think) and thizzz izzz going to last for 10 days ): I feel bad for leaving my grandma alone at home, but I have to get my prom stuff ): HONESTLY I AM DREADING TO GO FOR PROM ALREADY. My excitement and anticipation usually only lasts for a while, and usually starts too early. I think I was pretty hyped up about the end of A levels and going for prom, find a job etc etc, but now....... zzzzzz I just wanna stay home and read La Bi Xiao Xin. 

HAHAHA

I read it a lot last time, though I only have 4 volumes of the comic books. I kinda re-read them a few times hahahaha. I like his sadistic humor HAHAHA. 

Anyway, it's December already. Well deserved December break for us. Then another 7 more months of bliss. I hope it won't be short lived to only 3 months....

You know, your mind is the most active and "awake" during the minutes before you fall asleep? Then if you can't shut it off soon enough you end up having insomnia HAHA. So last night I suddenly thought of Results Day. Damn it.......... I don't know.......... I'm really kinda scared, haha. Sometimes you may think you probably did okay......... but in the end, your worst thought became reality. So yeah. I have a lot of bad thoughts. 

I think it was a tweet that I read, it said, "What if one day you wake up as a baby, only to realise all that has ever happened to you was all but a dream?" 

.............. can we pause and think of this scenario???

Although it is highly unlikely to be possible. I don't think I would ever allow my dreams to have foreign workers walking in and out of my house, drilling my walls and floors for 10 days. HAHA. 

Erm. So yeah. That scenario is quite scary anyway. It'll also be kinda sad. The baby must be so tormented. Hahahaha

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December was wonderful one year ago. But it was unfortunately part of my huge mistake. So, screw it.

{They say bad things happen for a reason,} 

What a bad post. I am so sleepy in my own home but I can't take a nap.