love so sweet

everybody loves 'love so sweet'
one of the songs that i'll never skip whenever it comes up on shuffle hahaha




it. is. so. damn. bloody. hard. to. find. a. streaming. video. of. arashi's. performances.
in the end,
china websites are still the best. they upload everything. and are not taken down (lol)

but. they. load. so. damn. bloody. slow. i. could. cry.

anyway, i know i could have gotten maaaany other 'love so sweet' performances especially those super live kind when they start a party with the audiences... hahahaha but ha ha J's new hair is really pretty damn fine ha ha ha ha ha okay okay okay.

i'm posting too much HAHA

all this arashi spazz.

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actually, i was really going to talk about this.

today i had a talk with my dad (lol okay we were just talking - it wasn't some sort of 'i need to talk to you' kinda talk) about uni stuff (i meant uni shit) and eh, future thoughts.

i really want to kick a lot of asses when i enter society for real.

a lot of people are pissing the shiz outta me right now, unfortunately, disappointingly, frustratingly, even my close friends. we were confined back at school, competing and had our worlds revolve around the stupid alphabets that read 'ABCDESU'. (can i tell you a story? when i first got to know about jc curriculum, i had no idea what DESU meant, and i just kept reading this tuition flyer as 'ABC DESU. ABC です。' ... what? what is this 'i am ABC' thing? foolish, oh, foolish.) but when we have to enter that strange world called 'working society'.. HOLY SHIZ i am really, really, really, really gonna beat the shiz out of you guys.

the level of eq is just. i don't even...
do you know there are a lot of us out there who, pathetically, still has their application 'processing', i.e. waiting for the day they get the rejection letters? EXCUSE ME?

i'm not particularly disappointed that things may not turn out the way i wished it would have, and maybe my course of future will have to take the tougher route, but damn i am so damn sure, i really will kick all your asses when we really, goddamit grow up.

on a lighter note on this...
ha ha i really wanna work for ministry of foreign affairs...................... //o_o// old enough to be quite serious about this. i forgot about ambitions, i don't think 'working at mfa' is considered to be an ambition, but it is something that i am aiming for to mark my name in society.

we really need goals, you know. it does keeps you going. short term, long term.

負けないぞ。

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continuing our spazz over 'love so sweet',
woah i found this!!!



Glay singing love so sweet whaaaaaat.
It's quite a cool version of it. YOU SEE, THIS SONG IS SO GOOD. EVERYONE IS SINGING IT. there was this kpop guy that sang it too and HE. WAS. HORRID. thank you for singing arashi, but ohmygah  just shut up now!!! at least get the lyrics right, arigato na.


this song makes me happy and sad, sigh.

i am posting too much already ha ha ha ha ha they are so meaningless.............................

bleh.